Thursday, 28 July 2011

Lost track of what post transplant day it is

So we are at home, and things are ok.  But I look at her and wonder if this little girl is going to be back to the person she once was.  She seems to be such a shell of herself, this is hard.   We had a good day today, we went for an hour walk this morning (after clinic which is daily), with her in the stroller (she never sat in a stroller for more than 15 minutes before), and then we bought a new bike seat for her (she was done with the chariot) and we went for an hour long bike ride through Fish Creek this afternoon.  These were both good, however it wiped her out only to be asleep by 630.  This wouldn't be such a bad thing if we didn't have to wake her to have her bedtime meds.  This sucks, everything about this sucks.  We have had a few visitors over the last few days, all healthy I might add, but still she won't come near anyone. Won't even come outside if there is someone she doesn't know, and she seems not to know anyone anymore.  This breaks my heart.  Our medical team keeps trying to reassure me that this is all normal, but I ask every day when is "our girl" really goning to come home.  We miss you....

Hope all is well with everyone....

Love The Sterks..

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